Thursday, May 04, 2006
i am just damn pissed off today. darned!
i really dunno if i should blame myself or wad.
now i am forever working my project with that 2 'twins'
i think their names are Michelle and Rachel.
haiz.
they din do anything wrong actually.
but then i really dunno why.
i have a fucking strong feeling, if i do my project with them.
it will just be so bad.
i will not get good result.
haiz haiz haiz. =(
but seriously.
today yi xian said to mi that i should blame myself that i din make the initiative to do project with the ppl whom i feel i can work out with them well.
well, i think i am really too wrong that i expected they will not leave mi out.
no one ask mi to join their group.
really dunno y.
am i really an outcast?
or becuz of my look that i look like 1?
its really feeling so bad that these stuff happened.
now i really feel my life is being ruin by myself.
perhaps this is just destiny that i must face.
really no choice.
mi must really try my best to control.
must accept all the situation.
darn.
i am really damn pissed off.
just dun care now.
i will try my best.
try to work out.
if really cannot.
i will want to switch my course.
i hate LOVE!!!
LOVE SUCKS!!!
LOVE IS ONLY THE KEY TO BRING HATRED!!!
and i want to STUDY!!!
haiz
but mi just cant stop thinking about those stuff.
