Friday, August 18, 2006
heeee, finally, i have found a way to limit people from reading, but then still have way to hack in. grrrr, the way is quite irritating lah. if u can read my blog now u should know. cuz currently no one can read. basically, u need to make my blog as ur homepage. then there is no way that the website can go back. hence no choice the blog have open my blog without any link. haiz.=( still not very secure. but then still good enough, at least i can stop these indecent people to read my blog... then they wont give stupid comments, its my choice to blog what i want what, the reader can choose not to read. but i treat this blog as a chu qi tong. whatever i am unhappy about i will just go throw all the stuff into here. then i will forget and be happy. if i people cant blog this and that. then what are they going to do? they can say what? nth? or just lie to myself and say that that person is great, that person is the nicest person i have seen, that person is so loving. crap lo!
i dun care now. i now still figuring how to stop people reading, which means totally only people who read my blog need to go through by the password. and not the bug. then i can complain well and know who can read who cant. i hate class lah. people just dun like me, even she is ignoring me. =( haiz. i really like her. but its all what i have done, i dunno why people dun like me still. what is the meaning of being very fake. stupid lah. i learn my lesson le. and i now must stop. cuz i go tell kenny about the way to come in my blog without the password. grrr!!! haiz irritating lah. sometimes i very stupid, i think not only sometimes should be all the time, i always talk without thinking twice if i should say. i am too direct le. =( nvm lah.
exams coming anyway cant play too much, cant say too much. 1 week wont see her. =( 1 week wont see them =)but i think i will make use of the 1 week and study hard, i must not let down my group!
hahaha. finally we have some good result for our project, we score 1st for ECONS!! woot! happy leh. and consistently 2nd for other projects, except CSA i am not sure, cuz different group but well, got a B+ for CSA and i think we should still be the top 5 at least among, at least i have not done anything wrong. should i give people my blog password? i feel like giving, but even today, mr lim said, no one can be trusted, friends are not friends, they are the one who betrays u, the people who are greedy and selfish. and when they need help they know u will help. but when u need help, they are the one running away first. there is no longer such thing as true friends. now i have learnt my lesson, ever since i have lost my super necky. i know i will never trust anyone again. last time i told myself not to believe anyone. but why i suddenly change my attitude. i think i have changed alot. no longer the one that use to be. now i look fat, look stupid, look poor, look sulky. =( i have no more motivations, and i dun understand y nowadays i ate lunch again. its like 1 yr i have not ate lunch, and ever i came to poly. i seems to have stop my routine of not having lunch. well, i guess human change. and i hope human change for the better.
later if i have time, gonna watch tian wai fei xian again. geee, its getting really nicer. 10 more disc and i am done watching. now i stop playing game, stop this and that. now my hobby is watch vcds and dvds. yay! haha. after finish watching tian wai fei xian. gonna borrow smallville and watch. hehe. hopefully, by next year i can have a new girl friend again. then can have movie marathon throughout. i just love to watch movie. weixiang gengwei and uncle wanna watch. but everytime when we watch, haiz, only 1 guy going, then some dunwan to go. then 1 guy and 1 guy, i seriously think this is like gay sia. so never go. haiz, when i got time i write down what tian wai fei xian is about, i guess this is one of the best love god-human love story. really good. and think gonna start watching some korean and jap series. now its a serious craze watching these shows. like currently the wo jiao jin san shun. it seems not a bad show. the opening is interesting, and the story talks about cake and pastries. hehe. k now, gonna start studying. may the force be with me, then i will have the motivation to study. yay.
