<body>

Thursday, May 25, 2006

1 year back, Dave had sign up his broadband and started playing conqueronline (a massively multiplayer online role-playing game) from us. it was very very fun and he had many new friends. At that time he was still named as Maverick.
Maverick dunno how to play the game well, and went to a guild ( FruitBaskeT- a Singapore guild at that time) and had many helpers to help him out in the game. At that time, there was 1 person who had helped him alot. That was Sheri. Sheri taught Maverick the way to do leveling and hunting. Hence, Maverick and Sheri became very very good friends. Only that they are still so call online friends.
Whatever happened to Sheri, she will tell Maverick about it. Likewise, whatever happened to Maverick, he will tell Sheri. Because of that, something happened to Sheri, she and her boyfriend broke up because of misunderstanding, thinking that Maverick is having a relationship with Sheri.
Soon after that misunderstanding, Sheri's grandpa died. Sheri call Maverick out and told Maverick about it. One thing that Maverick heard was that Sheri have to go back to Australia to continue her grandpa's business (a restaurant). At the same time, she also said something that she felt very guilty. She told Maverick that she have been lying to Maverick that all the stuff that she told him was all fake. ( Even the name Sheri). Sheri was actually her cousin's name in Singapore and her name is actually Rachel. Soon after everything was said, Maverick told her he is not angry even she lied to him because he knows Rachel is a good girl and have her reason for lying. Indeed, the main reason why Rachel lied was because she was told not to give real information about herself as there are many scammers in this world.
When Rachel went back, Maverick sent her off (sad of course). Rachel promise she will keep in contact with Maverick through the internet. Maverick waited for her for more than 5 months. Yet there wasnt any news about her. Thinking Rachel is very busy and have no time to write any email to Maverick, Maverick wanted to forget her and change his name to Dave. Hence, Rachel was not in his mind for more than 2 months. When
Dave went to his college years, he was forced to recall Rachel because a student in his class whose name is also Rachel. Dave believes that fate is trying to make a fun with him and wants him to remember Rachel forever.
Till now, Dave is still looking for Rachel. Dave emailed her cousin Sheri and was told Rachel do not have a personal email and busying doing her grandpa's business. He even wanted to go to Australia to look for him. However, its not allow by his family since he is only 17 yrs old. He is very determined to go to Australia to look for Rachel once he is 21. Dave hopes he can see Rachel again and tell Rachel all the thing he wanted to tell her. Lets hope Dave will be able to find Rachel as soon as possible.

written at 6:41 pm

Wednesday, May 24, 2006

this few days damn boring. lectures all no fun. go there like waste time. dun even understand wad the lecturer is talking about. so during the break we just run away for the lecture. =_=.
and today also had my apel. was so funni sia. we talk about the stuff we want to be. the careperson wants our blog address and want to read. OMG!.
imagine she reads my blog, with all the fuck here and there. woot. i wonder what the consequences will be. lol.

written at 2:27 pm

Tuesday, May 23, 2006

today had management lesson and during the tutorial was a test in between. and i discover i have really learnt my lesson. expected i can do well even din study hard but i know the answer is no. i am forced to put an answer in each question and its really so difficult for mi to give an answer since all the answers seem to be very relavant. and i think i need to study very very very hard. but i am addicted to playing games. must try to stop surfing and playing internet games. nth to type nowadays =P so will just end here=P

written at 11:34 pm

Monday, May 22, 2006

haiz. recently also nth to post. cuz i am sick. haiz stupd virus and the stupid volcano. make mi and my family all sick. today had my accounting quiz. damn irritating. i dunno wad to say also sia. but stupid quiz make mi feel so bad. i dun think i can do well in my class quiz sia. thought can get full marks, but din go study the principles. stupid. then so many questions come out. haiz. regreted!

written at 8:35 pm

Monday, May 15, 2006

haiz. i dunno wad to say. i think its a misunderstanding lor. felicia, i think u think i am saying u right? becuz i ask u if u hate mi or not. i am just very irritated that day. i even ask other friends in msn on that day if that hate mi or not. becuz sometimes i really feeled so lonely and sad. so i tend to ask these stupid question. if u feel very offended i am sorry. but i am seriously very unhappy about 1 person in my computer class. we really dunno each other well. so wad izzit for when i say i hate u =/. but really very sorry. i dunwan to make enemies in poly becuz its very important. like doing project teamwork blabla. then if careperson knows the problem, then we will have deduction of c.u. we wont want this to happen rite. so seriously i dunwan to be like this.

written at 8:42 pm

Sunday, May 14, 2006

haha. friday went footballing with weixiang and gang. its really very fun. so fun that now i have blister on my foot. so funny. wei jie's ( my cousin ) friend also playing with us and he is only primary 5. but he is really good at soccer. the way he dribble and the way he do ball stopping really fantastic. =P
really cant wait for next week and footballing again. really too fun and memorable.

yesterday i was chatting with my raptors korkor in msn. was like so irritated by something in my mind this few weeks. that is the word LOVE. human are born to play with this thing love and this love is seriously something that helps to prevent life being extinct in this world. but i seriously very irritated by this becuz love is bringing me misery. so much misery that i really dunno how to face this thing. sometimes i feel that ppl who are heartless are actually living a better life than ppl who have feelings.
they dun care wad they are doing, no matter kind or evil act. and they dun feel the pain that is given to them.
instead ppl who have feelings are those that really suffered. they have to face so much pain in this world.
i just hate love alot. =(

written at 3:34 pm

Saturday, May 06, 2006

heh. i guess this blog really help mi alot. the word destiny is really a word that helps mi to get over all the unhappy matters away. ytd i was really pissed off that i have to do the project with the ppl whom i hope i am not with. but after i have seen the word destiny, i really feel that its all destiny and fate that does the arrangement. i cant blame myself, neither can i blame them. i have fated to do project with the ppl whom i dun like. sometimes i am veryvery unlucky. Reason: its all destiny. i must complete the path and carry one with life. these small stuff must not stop mi from continuing my journey. instead i should try harder on it so as i can get to the entrance of success...
I WILL BE THE BUSINESSMAN OF THE CENTURY.
I MUST GO TO THE UNIVERSITY I WANNA BE.
I MUST TOP THE CLASS WITH HONOUR AND RESPECT!
WHEN I WANT TO DO IT, I CAN DO IT! =)

written at 1:24 am

Thursday, May 04, 2006

i am just damn pissed off today. darned!
i really dunno if i should blame myself or wad.
now i am forever working my project with that 2 'twins'
i think their names are Michelle and Rachel.
haiz.
they din do anything wrong actually.
but then i really dunno why.
i have a fucking strong feeling, if i do my project with them.
it will just be so bad.
i will not get good result.
haiz haiz haiz. =(
but seriously.
today yi xian said to mi that i should blame myself that i din make the initiative to do project with the ppl whom i feel i can work out with them well.
well, i think i am really too wrong that i expected they will not leave mi out.
no one ask mi to join their group.
really dunno y.
am i really an outcast?
or becuz of my look that i look like 1?
its really feeling so bad that these stuff happened.
now i really feel my life is being ruin by myself.
perhaps this is just destiny that i must face.
really no choice.
mi must really try my best to control.
must accept all the situation.
darn.
i am really damn pissed off.
just dun care now.
i will try my best.
try to work out.
if really cannot.
i will want to switch my course.
i hate LOVE!!!
LOVE SUCKS!!!
LOVE IS ONLY THE KEY TO BRING HATRED!!!
and i want to STUDY!!!
haiz
but mi just cant stop thinking about those stuff.

written at 7:29 pm

Tuesday, May 02, 2006

its been such a long time again that i din post in my blog liao. haha. now mi am studying in the school of business wor in tp. WOOT! but then hor. i dunno y. at first so enthu about the course. but now like very sian with it. like no fun one. haiz. dunno wad is so good about this course liao. maybe becuz there is not many friends in this course. and after some situation. mi dunno y. just some very strange feeling for this course, like not very good. today the worst thing happened le. blame myself for not attending the meeting since i got a wrong date. and now i am put into a group with the quietest ppl in class. jia lat. retailing is all about talking. if they dun talk in project work. sure have big difficulties during convo. jia lat liao lah haiz. but nvm. at least poh teck is with mi. so i wont feel so left out. still at least can try to manage among 2 of us. woot! oh ya. i have deleted all the tags liao. hope everyone of u guys will try to retag lah.

written at 7:16 pm

PROFILE

simple me
i just want happiness
money, love, and freedom keeps me happy~
loving a girl alot rite now
really love her
18 yrs old now
still 'single'
studying in TP
happy days xD


ADORES

love py~
love money~
love to be loved~
love S.H.E~
love when i look good~
love when im not left out~


DETESTS

hates when she ignores me xD
hates when im being fooled so hard
hates people shoot me so badly
hates people who hates me
hates people who dispise people of different class
hates the fact i think alot
hates when i cannot control myself not to worry

WISHLIST

have her to be with my life 4ever~
a car
a house
a family
a new bag
a new sunglass
a new handphone
a new com
a new room
wish i can stay happily 4ever. thats wad i want most

FRIENDS

CHAT HERE

tell me what you feel


ARCHIVES

February 2006
March 2006
May 2006
July 2006
August 2006
September 2006
July 2007
August 2007