this few days really very bored. the new server isnt out yet, and i really have no aim in crystal server. finally lindy and bear wanna go to the new server with mi. i am so happy. i heard furypete will go as well. wahaha. i am just so happy. but when will it be out! i have waited for fully a mth, yet it isnt out yet. so tired. haiz.
talking abt may, she just wont give mi an answer. really sad. i know she dun have any feelings for mi. for 4 yrs, she just wont fell in love with mi. why is that so? i really dun understand. look like i am going to be smart again. try to like someone. forget abt may. ( it's quite impossible) recently i have been working in ngee ann city for a grape juice company. i heard my boss's partnership is ONG TENG CHEONG's wife's relative! omg! feel so honour. the grape juice have changed its bottle, maybe should be able to sell better. to be frank, the juice cost 9.8 bucks and its too expensive. yet there are ppl who wanna buy. haha. sunday went to far east plaza after work. saw a bag. really very nice. only for 39.90 bucks. cheap rite? i saw 1 bag pack and a sling one leh. can say as lover's bag. hmm, was thinking if i should buy that couple bag for mi and the canmake girl ( Since may doesnt love mi, i think i should really give up). but i think better not. cuz my friend likes her alot. she can be my sister only. in my heart only may. in my dreams also may. in my mind also may. no one can understand how painful i feel when i talk abt may. so better dun talk abt her. she is just a girl who have nice figure and attitude. though she may not be the belle in school, she will just be a girl i love for a long time and difficult for mi to give up. hmmm. really dunno what to do. wonder y i start blogging again. lol! just now was playing gunbound. forever a noob and wont be a pro. i like the game. but i hate it that the fact that i am the noob. but for conquer. i ll not be a noob. i must make a name out of it in the new server. together with lindy and bear, i must cr8 the best guild in that server ( Aquaristic ). k lah. i really have nth much to say le. tml i should be playing with soccer with saranpal they all. such a long time i have not meet time. wonder how they ar. oh ya. that day i read saran's blog, he gt say his results for o level. i think i should be frank le lah. i score 21 for l1 r5 and 17 for l1 r4. sucks rite? haha but then i passed my english( C5), Emaths (B3), Amaths (B3), Chem(B3), Physics (C5), Combine Humanities ( B3!!!) and Chinese (B4). wakaka.

written at 12:48 am

simple me
i just want happiness
money, love, and freedom keeps me happy~
loving a girl alot rite now
really love her
18 yrs old now
still 'single'
studying in TP
happy days xD



love py~
love money~
love to be loved~
love S.H.E~
love when i look good~
love when im not left out~



hates when she ignores me xD
hates when im being fooled so hard
hates people shoot me so badly
hates people who hates me
hates people who dispise people of different class
hates the fact i think alot
hates when i cannot control myself not to worry


have her to be with my life 4ever~
a car
a house
a family
a new bag
a new sunglass
a new handphone
a new com
a new room
wish i can stay happily 4ever. thats wad i want most