com is very laggy now. i dunno what to say. she finally unblocked me. seeing her pic in msn really makes me think of the past. i am feeling very confused now. she talked to me through msn, and her voice is still so sweet. and her smile really penetrate my heart. i really love the way she smile. so sweet. and her pic looks more mature and before. looks cool now. i just really feel so regretful. izzit my fault that i din spend my life on her? or i lost my feelings on her becuz of the new environment? and the new friends i made in tp? or its just what people usually had after being separated. =( i dunno how to talk to her. its a pain. do i just still like her?

written at 10:34 pm

today. =D had accounting le lah, haha, quite irritating. last yr paper so easy like the short question only 1 part of our hole paper. we did more leh. haiz. but hehe, i dun think i will fail lah. cuz all the 3 short questions i have no problem. only the concepts and stuff in mcq i din study much. hhaa. not bad leh. left 1 paper le. which means tml only left 1 more paper. hee. =D now i can go sleep le. PLC, segmentation all stuff study le. woot woot!@@#@.

i feel like watching movie. haiz, want watch is can. but i want a girl to watch with me. its like so long never never go out with a girl alone le. haiz. =( i just want to watch lah. i miss that u know. no girls watch with me liao. grrr sob sob sob. if she is the one watching with me how nice this would be. =9
too bad she isnt my real type.
heehee. and also i not prepared in these stuff. i seriously did a reflection about why i cant go into a long relationship. i think i dunno how to love. really dunno. =(
i keep thinking, what is wrong whenever i have a relationship, its becuz when i have a girlfriend, no more challenge so no more love for her? or its becuz i am lazy and dunwan to bother to look for them? or izzit becuz i am really too busy? haiz, it seem after 1 relationship it became a very cold relationship instead of a hong hong lie lie one. seriously dunno why. yet when i cant get a girl i like, i will spend lots of time on her, lots of money, lots of love and this and that. haiz. i hope i really have no more bad in love life.

written at 12:38 pm

hello peeps, hehe just finish studying accounting. i dunno is last yr paper easy or what. but seriously i dun have much problem doing as long i know the terms. really dun understand leh. ehee. its like just need to know how to do adjusted trial balance, income statement aka P&L, statement of change in equity and also last one the balance sheet. seems to be quite leh lo. quite confident. talking about this, today had CSA, really tough sia, did study abit, but i think i had pay off for not putting much effort. CSA sian lah, only when come to practical then fun. so sian lo, call us learn the stuff and terms. haiz, din expect doing well. i just want to pass all okie le. no need to take supp papers, then i can reconsider whether i should change course or not.

written at 1:44 am

Down by Lin Jun Jie
I can't believe it Tell me I'm dreaming
That we are still we

It was amazing Said you were lucky
That you found me

It was on a rainy day that we met
You didn't have a place to go
I said we just met so lets go slow but no
You just tell me to keep you from the cold
Sorry I can't take it
Why did u fake it Why did we kiss

And I'm just down
You left me with a note without a sound
I figured I must have been such a child
You'll never know how much I've been around
How my heart just frowns
If you're down
I'll be your teddy bear I'll be your clown
I'll take you round and round and
If you don't mind I cound be your standing ground
Even if that means I'd drown

And baby that'll be my one last vow

written at 5:16 pm

haiz, really no mood to study. =(
so sad.
when i want to study, i felt very tired. i can see things properly now.
like my eye is strained. i feel like playing game only.
went to view a website today. a testimonial on how someone became rich.
its sounds so real and i really want to try out. haiz. its just like very real.
since last year i have been thinking of this. but the start need to pay the company some money. not alot though, but then i feel like trying out. the only thing i need is a debit card. i guess next year i will be trying out. if its works then woot! i will be rich. they are paying foreign currency. haha. can get up to 300 bucks per day wor. somemore USD leh which means its 500 plus per day for SG dollars. sounds really good. =D
thinking and thinking really very interested in it. hee. dunno lah. haiz, i just want to get rich. everyday think of money. i really hate studies, and now really no mood to touch on management. if i dun touch, i guess i will be failing, and i think i will. haiz, management is so tough and strict. i am still wondering what is needed to study for management. super sian leh, study study study. really no mood to study at home. haiz, since i finish econs i have no more mood in taking any papers. grrr. super sad.
i have decided what i am going to spend on the money i work. haha, 1st on my license next year, i want to learn how to drive, then can help me in future. ehehe, then next is on game, i think i going to spend around 300 bucks to buy new gears for my char. going to play Warrior-Water and Warrior-Fire. heee. the next is put in savings i want to try to get a thousand and open the POSB savings account, then apply for debit card next year. so i wont touch OCBC one. actually nth much also liao. i just want to earn money and save lah. then in future can buy house, buy car, buy this and that, and the best is. start a business of what i want.
made some pictures recently. 1 for sheri, 1 for songhan and 1 for myself. quite nice leh. i like sheri one alot. got the fire.

haha i post here bah so long never put pics.

this one is me

songhan

and sheri de, my favourite art piece.

haha k lah i try to go study. must focus
FOCUS FOCUS FOCUS JIA YOU JIA YOU JIA YOU! ahha

written at 8:15 pm

hi peeps, finally i have a good news, the good news is,,, i have finally found a new job. woot woot! the job is simple i think, haha i am going to be a waiter!! where? its in COFFEECLUB! hehe, going to work with musha(nanda) and oni(kelvin-jiahong) and sinners(david)soon. hehe, pay not very much lah, but i think will be fun loving, cuz working with friends. haha they should be guiding me there yay. seriously very happy. haha. cuz i will have a new income again. dunno got CPF or not, but i dun care. if got CPF then also not bad, cuz in future can buy house using CPF. hehee, just feeling happy. had econs yesterday, i really dunno can pass or not, but i really tried my best liao. if cannot pass i really nth to say. felt difficult cuz i expected to know how to answerr all the question. but in the end there are some that i am not sure about. heee. just feeling super good mood now, later going to study management first.
i have came out with a new plan, in my virtual life, i gonna play a new char, really new. 1 with the name Rain~ and Saga~. what you think of the name? nice or not? i wonder leh. haha Rain~ will be rb as a water tao i think in lvl 130 while Saga~ will be rb as fire tao in lvl 130 too. since i discover warrior so easy to play. i mean easy and fun loving to train. then i have a good spear, so training spear isnt much problem also. heee, dunno lah. must study first. then in future i will have 1 water 1 fire. which are my favourite. dunwan BabyDave liao really sian with that char. in future going to give my cousin that account. heee yay! k now i go rest, then later go study. =D

written at 7:56 pm

i am currently feeling very depressed. really dunno what to say. but feel super irritated with this exam. why in the first place am i still taking this exam. since its all about retailing fashion good. while i am long pursuing my Food and Beverages career. haiz, seriously getting very irritated. i really am getting super irritated. haiz, for now at least i have settle in mine, tml i am going to ask the advisors and get them help me to enrol myself into that course i guess. hope i wont be in a deep trouble for the next sem. haiz, my stomach very painful now. and well. hehee, i will study hard, if i cant get into that course( i dun think i cant, since its a new course) i still can be in this course. yay. make the best decision le. hope i have no longer make the 2nd mistake. pursue for my dream! money food heaven! =D

written at 11:05 pm

haiz, this few days dun understand, whenever i finish listening to a song, i get super irritated. and has no mood to do anything. i cant concentrate well also. i go to play game and the result is bad also. haiz. my body now feeling super hot. even i am i an air condition room. i want to study, but when i touch on books, i keep thinking of other stuff. on game, what and how i can make the chars better bla bla. alot stuff bothering me lah. kinda quite irritated. grrr, and i really dunno if i should continue playing babydave or carry on with a fire tao. just in a bad mood and i mean it. really bad. =( haiz, and now really got alot of money problem. i am intending to save up for a new computer. new computer, good items for RUm, getting good items for sylvia, getting good items for wei jie aka apple. alot of things sia. grrrr. haiz. so irritating, and i also want to open up a personal savings account on posb sia. sian and need 500 bucks. super irritating. =(

written at 9:26 pm

just came back home from my big aunty's house for baby rhys's full month since birth.
and super many people. even my papa also go. he still ignoring me. =( guess now since no one is reading my blog. i guess i can write whatever i feel le bah.
papa came along with that women, she perm her hair, super ugly. maybe becuz i dun like her bah, i cant forget how much pain when i stay with them for the past 3 yrs. lots of stuff reminded my past, really alot. see xin ling so cute, and she reminds me how playing i am when i was at her age. i cant forget how notti i was when i was kindergarten and primary school. alot of stuff happened.
kintergarten tore my book in front of teacher becuz i dunwan to do homework.
then keep dunwan to do homework
then primary school also dunwan do homework then went to throw the homework in the rubbish bin.
haiz, so many stuff happened and now i am already in poly, its really like many stuff happened over the years. and now yr 2007 is coming left 4 more months. so fast hor. haiz, sometimes i dun understand, i tried keeping all the stuff to myself and now i din expect i told shile so many stuff. grrrrr, why u make me tell u so much that is bothering me. haiz sad lah.
i really need to reflect on the stuff i spend, its no longer the past of what i am, and i discover the money i have in bank is really lesser and lesser. need to pull up the amount again. i want the digits i use to have. and i believe i can do it. actually since i have no problem with these stuff. i guess i gonna try.
from next month onwards, i guess i am going to work. work work work and earn more money. i am thinking 1st month pay i going to spend all on CO, getting a new char with full socket set (fire lvl 127- fire lvl 125 name RUm),a water-water name Duuckie and a water-trojan name Makiyo- yes my idol cuz she is pretty.
talk about makiyo, i really like her alot. cuz she has a very beautiful hair and a very attractive eye, and her shoulder is not broad. she is someone like my ideal girl friend for appearance. like the girl i like in my class. hehee. anyway the girl i like is not really i like. she has some attitude problem sia, i thought she can be bullied easily and very nice person. i am actually wrong, she is nice when she is in good mood, but can be super nasty and ignorance when she in bad mood sia. not the type i like. i hope i can have a girlfriend who is like SYLVIA SAW SWEE SIN! hahaa. i type ur name out! hahaha!! in terms of attitude lah. ringi ar u are not that bad. ur name sylvia is nice too and the best is u dun look bad lah. i am serious about asking u as my girl leh. u should consider, and i am saying if no guys want u, i want u. such a nice girl, say until u so bad, dun look good meh? u look okok lah, not those got beggar hairstyle and got sulky appearance. ahaha. and hor dun call me dave pls. i only like to use it as a nick. but i prefer people calling me jia hao, more sexy. or unless u help me find a better christian name lah. i still use Dave cuz its her who made for me de. though i dun really like it.
haiya, sian exams are coming, i need to go study soon. tml my grandpa's daddy's death ani sia. and need to go with grandma to pray that ding dong(xin ling taught us de, calling great grandpa ding dong) hahaha. she so cute, 2 yrs old nia so cute liao. in future sure got alot of heart breakers. hahaa, me this uncle say her until so good. heee heee, need to sleep now tml need to pray that ding dong hahahaa!! me super rude sia. =_= hope my great grandpa very nice not angry with me.
and tml going to start choinging to study le.

written at 11:14 pm

haha. finally not many people read my blog. hi my cuteh prescilla.
hehe. yesterday and today have made 2 blogskins myself, 1 for shile, 1 for yang ling.
dunno why i make for them. but got the feeling to make for them. hahaa. for shile one is http://shiletestblog.blogspot.com and yangling one is http://yangstestblog.blogspot.com.
not much mood actually.
oh ya. haha

i have thought of a few new services. if you guys want to buy new computer. i can help u make one cheap. as low as 599 bucks. and i will direct deliver to ur house somemore. so good hor. and if u want me to make ur stuff better. i just help u do. really very cheap. only abit of profit lah. haha. all the way still think of money.

and hor, haha now thinking of playing more EO, haha then go collect many many many codes then go sell 1 set of codes 9 bucks sia. collect 100 is 900 woot woot! haha. now i go start doing. heehee

written at 7:09 pm

oh yeah. done at last. no one can reads my blog now without password. its super duper guper muper luper save! haha, if u guys want to try to hack in. haha, u gonna regret it by click so many yes and no. hahahahahaha!!! i really enjoy playing these crappy games. hehe. if i got time then play more. make more crappy java script. then i can play with the people. like her, wahahha, want to see my blog? call me? no way! haha. me now very evil. its not that i am bad or what. its the meaning of blog. i am typing out for my feelings, i am a human, i blog to throw all what i feel. i blog to tell myself not to do it again. its a pain when u dun have any1 to talk to and yet have to face so much pressure. its a pain, being an outcast in the class. i really dun understand why she hates me so much. i say bye to her, she ignore me! i became speeechless, nth to say. and i look at her, she turn me off! its a pain to be rejected. i dunno y. since i am such an outcast, i dun understand, why does that whole gangs keep disturbing me. its really too powerful. she has so much attitude and no one hates her. not that i hate her, but she forced me to. i hate no one, but when i am angry i just say i hate. but it became nth after sometime. its an agony. girls really cannot be offended. no way. i am such a failure. a future bai jia zi. i thought i can be so nice to everyone and everyone likes me like how people like me in conqueronline. they treat me like real buddy. only that they are online people who i dunwan to know much, only a few which we have met. but its just different. i dun understand why i have such a high reputation online and not in a real world. izzit becuz the way i look brings hatred? actually i know its the way i talk. i really dun understand and dunno how to change the way i talk. i am just direct. i just like to talk all the crap and i dun care and dun like to think before i talk. and this makes me offend so much. and i really dun understand, if i have so much problem in talking, why does poh teck being so nice to me. we seem like having no problem between each other unless he act nia. enough of blogging. yay no one can read happy le. anyway, i now am doing some small business, if u want to make a computer, make a custom blogskin, buy dbs, buy account, buy PSP umd. i can help u to program and sell them to u. =D

written at 4:45 pm

heeee, finally, i have found a way to limit people from reading, but then still have way to hack in. grrrr, the way is quite irritating lah. if u can read my blog now u should know. cuz currently no one can read. basically, u need to make my blog as ur homepage. then there is no way that the website can go back. hence no choice the blog have open my blog without any link. haiz.=( still not very secure. but then still good enough, at least i can stop these indecent people to read my blog... then they wont give stupid comments, its my choice to blog what i want what, the reader can choose not to read. but i treat this blog as a chu qi tong. whatever i am unhappy about i will just go throw all the stuff into here. then i will forget and be happy. if i people cant blog this and that. then what are they going to do? they can say what? nth? or just lie to myself and say that that person is great, that person is the nicest person i have seen, that person is so loving. crap lo!
i dun care now. i now still figuring how to stop people reading, which means totally only people who read my blog need to go through by the password. and not the bug. then i can complain well and know who can read who cant. i hate class lah. people just dun like me, even she is ignoring me. =( haiz. i really like her. but its all what i have done, i dunno why people dun like me still. what is the meaning of being very fake. stupid lah. i learn my lesson le. and i now must stop. cuz i go tell kenny about the way to come in my blog without the password. grrr!!! haiz irritating lah. sometimes i very stupid, i think not only sometimes should be all the time, i always talk without thinking twice if i should say. i am too direct le. =( nvm lah.
exams coming anyway cant play too much, cant say too much. 1 week wont see her. =( 1 week wont see them =)but i think i will make use of the 1 week and study hard, i must not let down my group!
hahaha. finally we have some good result for our project, we score 1st for ECONS!! woot! happy leh. and consistently 2nd for other projects, except CSA i am not sure, cuz different group but well, got a B+ for CSA and i think we should still be the top 5 at least among, at least i have not done anything wrong. should i give people my blog password? i feel like giving, but even today, mr lim said, no one can be trusted, friends are not friends, they are the one who betrays u, the people who are greedy and selfish. and when they need help they know u will help. but when u need help, they are the one running away first. there is no longer such thing as true friends. now i have learnt my lesson, ever since i have lost my super necky. i know i will never trust anyone again. last time i told myself not to believe anyone. but why i suddenly change my attitude. i think i have changed alot. no longer the one that use to be. now i look fat, look stupid, look poor, look sulky. =( i have no more motivations, and i dun understand y nowadays i ate lunch again. its like 1 yr i have not ate lunch, and ever i came to poly. i seems to have stop my routine of not having lunch. well, i guess human change. and i hope human change for the better.
later if i have time, gonna watch tian wai fei xian again. geee, its getting really nicer. 10 more disc and i am done watching. now i stop playing game, stop this and that. now my hobby is watch vcds and dvds. yay! haha. after finish watching tian wai fei xian. gonna borrow smallville and watch. hehe. hopefully, by next year i can have a new girl friend again. then can have movie marathon throughout. i just love to watch movie. weixiang gengwei and uncle wanna watch. but everytime when we watch, haiz, only 1 guy going, then some dunwan to go. then 1 guy and 1 guy, i seriously think this is like gay sia. so never go. haiz, when i got time i write down what tian wai fei xian is about, i guess this is one of the best love god-human love story. really good. and think gonna start watching some korean and jap series. now its a serious craze watching these shows. like currently the wo jiao jin san shun. it seems not a bad show. the opening is interesting, and the story talks about cake and pastries. hehe. k now, gonna start studying. may the force be with me, then i will have the motivation to study. yay.

written at 1:03 pm

haiz, izzit really a pain living in this world? i see many people in this world who have the abilty to live in this world, not working, not studying, just earn money by renting and they can survive. why cant i do that. am i already fortunate?
becuz i have no financial problem at all. no this and that problem. no need to worry about no money studying, worry i have no money to go to school, worry i have debts.
hmmm, i think i really need to reflect. another thing i am concerning, why is my public relation is so bad. and what is mean being fake to people. i really dunn understand. man i really need to buck up. its all the bad stuff about me. its so difficult to make my life wonderful. need to have alot of hardwork. and its true. its all hardwork. the only pressure that i am facing is only my studies. i tried to carry on studying becuz of the people around me. especially my aunty. they want me to be good and can earn good money in future, and i dunwan to dissapoint them. i hope i wont.
should i say i am ill- fated? or should i say i make my life sucks? even my grandma isnt happy about me, for the fact i have played too much, i am really addicted in online games, cuz there are too many friends i had are playing that game too. really! songhan, sheri bla bla. all my fellow friends that i consider nice to me. haiz, i want to quit but it is bugging me. i wish the game server close down, then i will have no problem of playing too much too. haiz. and this game is making me sad. becuz of this game, i earn money and lost money, and becuz of this, i lost my super necky +2 becuz of putting a wrong price. haiz. a 45 dollars necklace i put $4.5 makes me so sad. super bad mood now. 45 dollars is my daily pay which means i lost a day of my pay. or something. my bad english.
exams coming soon. good luck everyone.

and oh ya!
haha i declare i gonna say hello to all the main papers for exams! yay.
i din fail any in course work so happy

accounts c+ project b+
management d+ project b
marketing c project dunno yet but i feeling should be super good
csa b+ project b+
econs still dunno. hopefully a b project also not sure but dun think will be bad cuz we did put effort. for all the subjects actually. =D

written at 11:25 pm

=( super duper guper muper bad mood!
=( its all becuz on my public relation!
=( i dont understand what is the problem!
=( why does she hates me so much!
=( i din even say any bad thing about her!
=( she keeps giving me attitude!
=( worst still!
=( the girl i like hates me.
=( cannot deny one!
=( feeling tells the whole picture!
=( whoever you hate, whoever you like!
=( it is difficult to deny and lie.
=( sad!
=( wish i could cry
=( im not that naive
=( its really not easy to be me!
(last 3 phrase stated by the song SUPERMAN- A SUPER DUPER GUPER MUPER NICE song)

=*( i am fat
=*( no one likes me
=*( i am stupid
=*( i am outcast

=) i pass my course work!
marketing C
accounting C+
management D+
=) i finally know how to use the grider!
=) i finally knows what to sell!
=) i finally finished listened to the SONG (Tian Tian Shou Ai Ni)
NICEEE!!

written at 10:57 pm

how to make password for blog? any1 knows can teach me? =( super duper bad mood. nowadays i have been thinking of money money money. haiz. money dunwan to blog le. blog dun earn me a single cent. =(

written at 11:54 pm

This Is How Typical Italy Soccer Players Train.
Wierd And Funny Huh

written at 11:14 pm

depressed, thinking of changing course soon. i very sad, pissed. over studies, over love, over everything. i know what is my motive, i want to slack. i want to feel i can study very easily. i dun understand what people can do. some people just like never study, can play, can work, can get good results. you know who you ar. i really envy you. earn money to spend, can play game. and even can get such a good result. haiz. sad lah. why do i have such a difficult problem with this course. =( sad lah. no mood

written at 9:17 pm

before i wanna say what happened to me.
i solemnly wanna say something.
that is happy national day. =D
wahahaha. lame rite?
sounds like so serious. as if got people die.
haha. today is public holiday!
so shoik.
morning, went out with grandma to the temple to pray pray.
haha. i seriously dun trust in this thing. so feel praying only to appease my grandma.
dunno why.
haha, i still believe there is only 1 god( the fate)
haha.
then after that went to plaza singapura to meet with xii. funny lah!
i was thinking of meeting her in plaza singapura. but in the end, she went to ngee ann. =_=
so funny lo. cuz bo bian, need to buy present for aunty aka godmom's birthday. haha
at first thought of buying gucci's perfume. then stupid xii. bring me here and there, say there got gucci shop. in the end still go to isetan see see, somemore no gucci boutique. sian. then bo bian, tired and bored, then go buy ralph lauren's perfume. bought the middle size one. cost 135 bucks sia. abit heartach. but nvm lah. she bought so many stuff for me le. give me so much money for schooling bla bla. then say want to watch movie( i think she wanted to watch the ant battle or something) with this irritating xii. in the end say say le, took mrt say want to go city hall. then dunno why, as we talk suddenly we sat the green lane and go all the way to bedok. =_=. then end up not watching anything wor. haha!! we so blur lo. hehex, then never do anything, like that then go home. that was around 3pm nia. then when reach home, preparing for soccer, suddenly gengwei said cancel, sian. grrrr. haha. and now OMG! took some pic with xii and intend to upload sia. she go delete without me knowing. =_= my bad sister...
nvm yesterday me make a mini me of myself. haha, think i upload this pic le.
and hor. just now saw something, hmm. thinking what is the problem. me keep asking myself, do i like her or love her. she is pretty. eh grrrr, me should stop thinking of these stuff le. =_=
haha, now going to 8 le. fireworks going to start, thinking of going to see.
and oh ya! just when me was still in plaza singapura, saw so many jewel shop. haiz, and saw 1 very nice pendant+necky that cost 200 plus. thinking of buying it for her when her birthday comes. but her next birthday is next year le. =_=. haha, sian lo. or still thinking if i should buy her a pet( a bunny? hamster? or puppy?) haha really dunno sia. huiyi ah yi ask me to ask her if she got pet at home or no pet. but the problem is, i rarely talk to her sia. haiz. then if talk to her, she sure will think think de mah.
nvm lah, will just be waiting for her. even she dun like me, i will wait for the next girl. i got my cuteh baobei le. =D

hehe its me and doctor evil. =D

now only me.

hehe. enough le. =D

written at 7:19 pm

hello everyone.
today sunny day.
but sunny = si bei hot!
grrrr.
yesterday had some durain and now very very heaty.
haha.
today is national day eve!!!
gonna say HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!!!
we are singapore, singaporean =_=
wahaha.
quite good mood today. cuz i have a BIG BIG GOOD NEWS!!!
haha, dun think too much. =_=
i still havent become a papa.
the good news not so big.
just that today i had our project grades back!
yay!!
haha. so happy. my group leads the 2nd position in the class with a B+. woot!!
haha shoik sia.
then teacher told me my peer evaluation is the highest in group!!
haha!! so funny wor. i think its becuz i rate myself very very well for myself. all the strongly agree =D
and becuz my group did very well for management project. that means, I HAVE PASSED MY COURSE WORK!! WOOT!!
so happy wor.
haha, i am not going to let myself down. hopefully. gonna study hard for management. and get at least a C. =D
weeeeeeee. really happy lah!!! ahaha. now left marketing that i am worry at. really worry marketing and management i can only take supp paper. hehe. now think no need le. cannot slack too much now =D
haha, enough of this good news le, now abit of my bad news,
haha, the bad news is, i am not going to meet my psp for today and tml. haiz.
thought she will return me sia. in the end she lend her cousin sia. abit angry lah, cuz its my stuff and she lent to people as if its hers. i dun mind they using it. but then be systematic mah. ask for permission first i also happy. haiz sian lah. no offense actually, but i have feeling the battery of my psp sure got problem le. so many people use. the way of charging sure different. then sure will have problem le lo. grrrr. see she charge my psp, already know this will be the result. guess i too good to many people le. (Told myself not to lend people my favourite gadgets anymore.)
haiz, haiz, haiz. sian lah. today went to tampines st 21 ( block 201) with poh teck hehe. met favien near the bus stop. the first thing he say was happy national day. ahhaa, he should add an eve. hehe.
went there to have my lunch. had the bahguteh. very nice. but quite expensive sia. haiz.
bahguteh 4 bucks per bowl. small bowl somemore, then the salted veggie 1 buck, and the most expensive one is the zhu jiao(pork leg) haha 5 bucks!! haha but big plate lah. very nice, eat until very very full. so full that had difficulty walking. and oh ya, becuz the kopitiam we ate really very very busy and big, gonna congratz aunty leh! she sign the contract over the stupid Onion(Union) with the coffee shop for the gas service! woot! haha sure earning BIGGER money wor. =D and haha.
very shockingly wor. haha, alot of people keep guessing hard and thinking who i like. =_=
so bo liao leh, was told that many people think the her1 was her2. dun understand why all think its her2. =_= scary lo. why cannot be other people? cannot be her3, her4, her5 meh? lame lah.
haha. and i also dun really care about this stuff le. just a crush nia mah. =_=. no need to be so serious de rite? i also dun care. just happen to see her nice. but dunno leh, haha no offense but i show weixiang her pic le. wx say she dun look good wor, even though i think she looks nice. haiz. dun care lah.!!! haha. me also not handsome. =( dunwan to think too much about these stuff and also ever since me and her1000000 broke. really very sad sia. not prepared for another relationship le. i want to be rich! MONEY MONEY MONEY! wahaha
money the most important think in this world, no money = no friendship = no girl friend. if got money confirm + garenteed got girlfriend de. but the girlfriend see the money more than ur look. yiiiii, haha i say until girls like slut sia. haha, only saying some lah. and the who haha is who lo.
i aiming to buy my first condominium first, then aim other stuff bah. haha. sian le.
oh 1 more thing i must say, saw silvera today. grrr, but she never see me wor. wonder how she is and her boyfriend. think her boyfriend stopped working in watson le. haha. enough of crap le, now must go "choing" again. later go eat somemore durian. tml national day no school. yay, can have soccer training with weixiang and gengwei. hopefully kinchong not there. if not sure kena suan again. haiz. =(

see i so hardworking, even when i blog, also got portal's strategy on planning. hehe

written at 7:30 pm

just came back from school. today got extra class (make up lesson for wednesday-national day)
haiz. so bored. oh well. when to aquarium shop today near my house. thinking of buying some tortoise for her. =D
and there were 2 shops.
the 2 shops are Darwin Aquarium (big shop) and the other one is Tanjong Katong Aquarium (Small Shop)
i feel the big shop really very very nasty sia. they have a digital recorded voice system.
and the voice system keep replaying something very insulting to the small shop.
it says: lai ar lai ar. darwin aquarium darwin aquarium. jin lai kan ar jin lai kan ar. kan kan bu yong qian. nong po cai yao qian. lai ar lai ar. darwin aquarium darwin aquarium. lai da jian de bu yao qu xiao jian de. xiao jian you de da jian ye you. da jian you de xiao jian mei you. lai ar lai ar.
wtf man.
if translated into english. it means darwin aquarium is calling people to come. come to see, no need to pay money, pay only if broke. and this is the insulting part. come see see, dun go to the small one. whatever the small shop have, the big one also have. whatever the big one have, the small one dun have. WTH!! its really very very insulting sia. see they say the small shop until like this. i wonder how the small shop survive so long. =( and seriously, the big shop sells stuff really cheaper from what my uncle told me.

and well. i have decided, gonna buy most likely gucci perfume for my aunty. (wonder if she will think too much, think i say her smelly) dun think she will. =D

and OH YA!! OMG!! QIU DAN AND GARY READ MY BLOG. waaaaa.
so many people read my blog sia. scary. i like so long never blog, thought no one will read. then they read. wonder if she will read mine? hmmmm. haha

and hor. hahaha. hopefully suhanna now got read my blog. very sorry. think i not coming online for today. =D cuz now must study abit hehe. dun think i will study. just say say nia. =D maybe later i play winning eleven this and that. haha.
here are the link for u bah. =D
and i think i will just put all the types as well. just see all. geee. =D

YouAreMighty

YouAreMyFriend

JustGotOwned

DoYouHaveEpilepsy

Waits.For.TF2

haha and this one i dunno what to say wor. Cannot anyhow post. later people think i like her. =_=
haha. this one i think i do it for my baobei bah =D.
its youaremylove. hehee

YouAreMyLove

this one is the custom aninotes. ahaha
and the sake to have a free one, i use the preview link =D
wahaha. if want to make exact domain need 1.50dollars as donation haiz. too bad me dunno how to donate. hahaa.

and u guys can try. its very very fun. actually all this are found from poh teck. =D
and its very fun just change put ur name in front of the domain. example if ur name is john and u want to make one on youaremyfriend. simply just put ur name on the www.john.youaremyfriend.com or if u want to put peter in youaremighty. simply just put the name on www.peter.youaremighty.com =D fun and easy rite? hehe. go trick on people with justgotowned function. looks very dirty. =D especially when u are insulting someone. hehe.

oh well. hehe nth much to post le =D
today nth really much to say. haha. gonna go have dinner then go choing my "challenge"
tml getting my psp back. yay. ^^

written at 4:45 pm

today nth much to do. so day dream alot since i have quit internet gaming. hehe. tml also going to start revising my work le. must study hard and show these idiots who think i am stupid. i wanna prove i am just lazy. =D
well today while daydreaming. something strike my mind.
that is the most common christian names/ chinese names.
haha.
i do have a number of friends sharing the same name. let me list them out.


Michelle (3)
-my ex shelly
-current "baobei"=D
-and my class de michelle.

Jacqueline (3)
-Jaslyn's sister
-4/5 de
-and again my class de =_=

Darren (2)
-That Smart Ass who is now in vj. grrr!!!
-Now That lazy ass!! haha darren ar. study hard hor. =D

Brian(2)
-May's Sister
-Stupid Lsjice

Sebastian (3)
-Weijie My Cuzzin
-SHENG XIANG LONG! waahaha
-Divinegon.

Edwin (2)
-my class de yan dao kia.
-my sec 1 music teacher. lmao

Kelvin (3)
-mumu
-my dad's designer
-LinJunJie(not the singer)

haha guess around here bah.

for Chinese de.

JiaHao!!!(3)
-haha me lo.
-my sec school friend
-my pri school friend
heng all look not bad. if not i feel so discraceful =D

XinYi(6)
OMG This One Really Alot!!!
-My sec 3-4 classmate.
-My Cousin's Cousin i think or niece.
-My Primary School de.
-That Dao Dao de Girl!!!
-My British Cousin Friend =)
-and her. Dunwan to Say le. Make me angry nia =(

ShiHui(3)
-My DaJie
-My Sec Friend
-Bing's GirlFriend. =D

Cant think any much more le.
haha
anyway, yesterday had the national day dinner with the government in Bishan.
haha
so sian wor.
the food suck.
really not nice leh.!!!
its a set course meal.
first dish looks okie. cold plate.
2nd dish damn sian lah! shark fin (With Shredded Chicken Drumstick WTF)
3rd dish still okie lah. was ginseng chicken.
4th dish looks not nice but taste quite alright. was the broccoli with some sea cucumber. i dunno if i spell correctly.
5th dish was still okie was the big big fish which i like alot. the flat flat one. =D
6th dish haiz. see le also sian. why got set course meal give this de. was the 5 spices prawn roll. sian lah!!!
7th dish i cant remember
but the last dish is actually very simple. that is the DESERT! yummy.
was mango pudding and the yam thinggi.
very nice.
haha. overall still SIAN! =D

haiz. so bored also.
reformatted my com today.
no more conquer, no more games.
oh ya, anyway tml haha. think need to go to the sian shopping centre to shop alot again le. haiz. =(
need to buy:
shampoo
CounterStrike CD
My Aunty's Birthday present.
buying her present is a real headach sia!!
dunno what to buy.
LV's handbag?
Gucci's Perfume?
Or What?
Sian She so rich sia!!
yet my grandma wants me buy for her a present.
haiz,
irritating.
=( any suggestion for what i should give her?

haiz.
i really like her. hope she could give me a chance. god bless me in love pls.
if not i think i need to go to find the yue lao le. then go pray pray for love affinity =D

who do you like most among the 3 girls? =D

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Aujourd'hui énième beaucoup pour faire et à blog. Est allé faire un cours comme ordinaire. Le si bei sian lo. Différente conférence. Pourquoi l'administration de paroles creuses être un amusement et aimant le sujet comme econs. Je crois qu'econs est le meilleur le. Facile non difficile et simple. Mais en enseignant maintenant sur la macroéconomie, donc son plus difficile en comparaison du vieux.
Avait notre en ligne surpassent l'épreuve aujourd'hui. Haiz, complètement un échec. Tant de personnes ont réussi 14 et j'ai seulement réussi 12.5 de 15 marques. Elle a marqué des marques complètes. Vraiment très puissant. Personne ne le lui remarque seulement. L'emploi agréable je peux dire. Mais la vis de sa chaîne clé ou quelque chose tombent. J'ai vraiment voulu l'aider à le chercher. Mais trop mal poh teck est là. Si pas je prendrais mon temps en l'aidant à trouver. Triste vraiment. Elle me devient très froide. Je ne sais pas que j'ai fait mal et l'offense. Elle me traite juste très froidement. Pas seulement elle, c'est les filles dans la classe. Seulement shile, michelle, su, li le tintement qui n'est pas froid à moi. Lo triste. Pourquoi sont je tellement comme un exclu et pourquoi bis ils m'aiment. Même l'yen ting, quelqu'un que je bis comme me déteste. Grrrr.

J'espère un jour que je peux vraiment être avec elle. Mais semble maintenant tant du impossible. Elle bis m'aime je aussi la force de paroles creuses elle à pareil moi. = (a hier causé avec michelle (pas le rmt et le bgss un). Elle m'envoie une chanson qu'elle a chantée. Sa voix est si douce!! Bientôt je allant rencontre son le. Juste avait son nombre. La merveille comment elle regarde. D'ici en avant je vais faire les études abit plus dur et faire lentement les études plus dur et plus dur. Doivent travailler notre projet maintenant. Surtout notre econs. Haha semble son très mal fait. Je crois avec de l'e.t que nous pouvons toujours faire bien dans notre projet. Maintenant doit choing le. Le fait de penser au putting de plus de concepts maintenant et d'un graphique si je peux. Hehe. Assez du.

Si j'ai jamais une chance de sortir avec vous, je vous achèterai sans doute quelque chose de bon et vous dirai combien je vous aime. Mais je pense son impossible pour moi pour sortir de nouveau. = (

See how boring the lecture is. the empty seats for this lecture is more than the seats occupied

written at 6:54 pm

Haha maintenant je change mon blog au français. Woot! Leh heureux. Au moins les gens que je déteste la coutume savent que j'écris, après que tous ces gens sont stupides. Haha. Je suis sûr ils la coutume sait comment lire le français. Ainsi juste le poste wadever j'aime et aucun besoin de voir le visage des gens. Yay.
Aujourd'hui le jour de merde lah, Rachel stupide. Elle dit veulent me faire tout alors maintenant et mes autres membres kena le blâme. Grrr. Je crois que je allant rate mon administration. Haiz. Aujourd'hui en ce moment la demande sereine à nous d'attacher notre état de situation. Il a été écrit dans le drap d'instruction sia. Pourtant elle enfonce dans la tête vont font partie. Merde! lah!!! Somemore toujours nevermind, en baisant aujourd'hui a irrité lo. Tout le groupe fait classer leur rapport final ou bined. Mais le nôtre pas sia. Grrr = (Rien beaucoup pour voyager par la poste aussi lah. En étant triste très maintenant lo, je crois qu'elle me déteste au lieu de m'aimer. = * (ont envie de crier, mais je suis un gars. Ainsi moi coutume. Mais quelque chose perce mon coeur. Wor pénible. Voir-la avec un gars. Je retourne le concentré dans les études. Voir-la me regarder comme si je suis un idiot, me fait se sentir vraiment plus pénible. Sanglot de sanglot.Est allé à la banque hier. Haiz pourquoi steve ainsi l'image floue de. = (me donnent son numéro de compte donne aussi 1 chiffre moindre. Ne donnez-moi alors jamais son nom exact = (maintenant dunno quand peut alors recevoir son compte du Rhum. Haiz, triste triste triste. Je l'aime vraiment beaucoup beaucoup beaucoup., aujourd'hui oh ya. Lah stupide, elle shhh à moi wor, comme je damne bruyant. Alors j'aime la dispute avec elle. Haiz duncare lah. Je aussi dunno que faire. Bis ont envie de voyager par la poste beaucoup. = (j'ai l'impression d'être le jeu d'arrêt conquiert le. Ayez envie de faire les études plutôt, mais étudier haiz. = (

written at 6:13 pm

simple me
i just want happiness
money, love, and freedom keeps me happy~
loving a girl alot rite now
really love her
18 yrs old now
still 'single'
studying in TP
happy days xD



love py~
love money~
love to be loved~
love S.H.E~
love when i look good~
love when im not left out~



hates when she ignores me xD
hates when im being fooled so hard
hates people shoot me so badly
hates people who hates me
hates people who dispise people of different class
hates the fact i think alot
hates when i cannot control myself not to worry


have her to be with my life 4ever~
a car
a house
a family
a new bag
a new sunglass
a new handphone
a new com
a new room
wish i can stay happily 4ever. thats wad i want most