Friday, March 10, 2006
Damn! today just got screwed up by my boss! why does the watson fuckers like to complain? so suay sia. today you know wad happened? he just came and warn mi about my behaviour. i already had 2 complains in just 1 month and i cant afford to have third one. i think i gonna quit before i get very embarassed. now wad i must do is to check if any other companies recruiting staff. dammit. i just dun think so man. cuz i think i wont get a job like now ( Work Only On Weekend Basis) arrgghhh. i just want this job so much! haiz. i am just very pissed now. i think my finance will be cropped up soon! becuz i din earn the amount i have been earning. my income is really too instable le. haiz. i dunno if i should continue buying a w810i or n70 or just use w800i. now also dun have money le. dammit.! arrrgghh very angry sia!
written at 11:20 pm
Monday, March 06, 2006
work work work! its damn sian. but nvm. i am much better than many other people who needs to work other day. hehe. cuz i just need to work only on weekdays. anyway the sad thing is that some of the watson's staff are going to quit. 2 of my good friends going to quit sia. argghh. ShenZhi and Jonathan will no longer be around in 10 of march. that is this tursday! haiz. no more lunch together. now more ppl are going off. but nvm. i know we can keep in contact after all. since ShenZhi and mi are going to the same course. haha. anyway they leave still never mind. cuz i still have YingChee, the girl that lots of guys wanna jio.( Eric and Redzuan) wonder wad is good about her sia. She is only a normal girl mah. dunno y it dun attract mi. after work, went out having my dinner with her. (just ate sushi and some fries from MacDonalds.) this tuesday i gonna meet up with her and Redzuan again. becuz Redzuan wants to make clear with her. LOL! then i think we gonna watch a movie then let them make clear in a cafe or wadsoever. then i wont have Redzuan to pester me all the time. hahahaha. then i ll have my peaceful time playing conqueronline. everything will just be alright after playing. hehe. currently i really want to know some more new girls leh. i just want to have a sweet relationship. but i think its just impossible. haiz. but nvm lah. i ll work up on it. JIA YOU!
written at 12:46 am
Sunday, March 05, 2006
Wakaka! our posting is finally out! i am going to the retail segment! that is retail management from Temasek Poly! LOL! so happy lor! i just want to study that course. already decide in sec 3 ( isnt that early?) haha! but then, i dunno now any ppl going there leh. only today, shen zhi told mi that she and her 3 friends going there. wahahahaha. but never mind! cuz i believe not many ppl i know there is also a good news, cuz i ll get to know more friends than before. anyway, now i already wont feel lonely when i go there. cuz i just have shen zhi to accompany mi. hehehe. just too bad. may is in the jc. so i cant be with her. but nvm mind i think i gonna give up on her. no more may ( i just dunwan to meet her more lor) so i wont continue to have that strong feelings. i believe i ll find a better girl. haha, and i actually found it. but i think i gonna find an even better one. hehehehehe.
damn conquer online, till now i just havent had any new server to chiong the game. i want to choing like hell in the new server and spend all my time away so i wont anyhow think too much. think of may and career. no stress! hahahaha! but then i think i should take back the no stress phrase. cuz i believe in conquer online. its still a competition to mi. i want to be the first one to open guild, the first one to make my name known in the whole server. the first one who is able to get all the 5 chars ( trojan, warrior, archer, water and fire tao) reborn and fixed level (lv 130) wouldnt that be greatz? haha. i just cant wait to get that result you know. then i can sell my 5 chars together for a few thousand and retired the whole game. muahaha.
in two weeks time, i ll be out to genting, so happy to be able to go there. somemore i dun need to pay for any money. i think i gonna get this chance to buy either a PSP or a digital camera (Panasonic FX9). But then after some thoughts i think i not going to buy a digital camera cuz think i dun think i not going to use it so frequently since i am only going to have W810i and the camera function is already 2.0megapixels. somemore the digital camera i am only going to use it for the next S.H.E concert and genting trip. then i dun think i going to use it anymore. haha. k lah must go sleep le. if not i ll not be able to wake up tml morning for work. hehex!
written at 3:26 pm
Friday, March 03, 2006
today is already 3rd march. why isnt the server split! haha. this answer is just too simple. thier 10 pm is actually american time. oh now its 3rd march! just remember! our result will be out in this morning! wakaka! i am really quite enthu to know wad course i ll be in for my posting. haha. i just have no worries abt mi not knowing any new friends in new school since the course i choose is just a course that most girls would choose. haha. i din even choose any engineering course. the reason is, there will always be lesser gals than guys in engineering course. hahahaha. i just cant wait to know more girls in the new course. i am not flirting. but i am going to try to give up again. since may just dun like mi. i can just assure that we dun have any chance. unless she tells mi i have chance. hehe. ok lah. i now waiting for new server. when new server comes. i must choing! choing till lv 90! then open a new guild. try my best to recruit as many ppl in the guild as possible. then must choing more to lv 130. after my fix lv there, i ll train my fire tao then. wahaha. fire tao! must use in order to protect the guild. hehe. then when i fix fire tao. i gonna rb my archer and choing archer again. then when archer get rb and lv 130. i must be a pro! haha! then hor. i ll rb my fire tao and train till lv 130. hehe. after having this 2 account. i think i can give a rest then and start playing a trojan. but i can only say. the most important thing to be a real pro is to make my taoist equiped with good items. +9 super robe and alot!
hahahaha. just cant stand myself. k now i ll go rest. good luck everyone!
written at 12:23 am
Wednesday, March 01, 2006
hehe, today went to play soccer. damn! shouldnt have wear a slipper! just now playing soccer din wear anything bear foot. its really very painful sia. now my foot got some bubbles. haiz. walk also got difficulty. really nothing to do sia. new server isnt out. haha. now watching the 'yuan lai jiu shi ni' (the channel U show) i really very envy of the lovers sia. until now, i still havent have any relationship sia. haiz. then there is 1 guy who is with a gal who is taller than him sia. y cant mi be with may. just becuz i am shorter by 0.5 cm, then she mind abt that. i really like her lor. i am really willing to spend all my money on her lor. willing to help her whenever she needs help. but she just dun like mi at all. haiz. i have tried my best. love her and do wadever i can. i remember very clearly, when i was in sec 1. miss kang ( now mrs. quek) punish us to copy 3 chapters of our science textbook. i was thinking she ll be very tired of copying so many pages, so i copied 2 sets, 1 for her and 1 for myself. that time i dun dare to pass to her directly so i ask anas to help mi pass to her. in sec 2, her maths isnt very good, while i am one of the top student for maths in our class, i wrote some notes for her. but in the end i also paiseh, din pass her any notes, in the end, it is landed in hongsheng's hands. haiz!. sec 3, i remember got 1 time she din do her homework for her chinese homework. while i did it. so i lend her my assignment and let her copied. in the end, mdm fang ( our chinese teacher for that year ) discovered it that our answer were exactly the same. so she asked us, who copied whose. i wanted to cover for her so i said i copied hers. but she still admit to mdm fang. i really love her alot. this year valentine's, since i have worked, i bought her a necklace that worth abt 200. to be frank, everyone knows i am those who are very selfish de. wouldnt want to spend a single cent for anyone. but i did! i cant believe i dun feel heartach to buy her the necky leh. really very shocking. but she just dun have any feelings for mi. for the past 4 yrs. even though i tried to love someone else( cuz peggy and her gang always say lai ha ma xiang chi tian er rou), but i still have feelings for her. haiz. i really dun understand do i look like a 'lai ha ma'? i dun think i really look that bad. i have been changing my attitude to better. but why doesnt she likes mi? i just couldnt understand lor. haiz. i may not look like ppl who are that fit or handsome, but at least i dun look bad rite? oh shit. y am i writing this stuff again. now wad i wish is to concentrate on my game and my career and of course, my education! i must be a pro in the new server and be able to have the best guild in the game. and for my career. i want to get my pay increased as soon as possible, so i must work hard and sell well for my company so they will increase my pay. haha. then my education i wanna study well. since i am aiming for business courses, i think i wanna study hard and if possible get to the university from poly. no matter singapore uni or overseas de. I MUST JIA YOU!
GOOD LUCK!
HOPE MY TAO HUA YUN CAN BE BETTER!
written at 11:56 pm
this few days really very bored. the new server isnt out yet, and i really have no aim in crystal server. finally lindy and bear wanna go to the new server with mi. i am so happy. i heard furypete will go as well. wahaha. i am just so happy. but when will it be out! i have waited for fully a mth, yet it isnt out yet. so tired. haiz.
talking abt may, she just wont give mi an answer. really sad. i know she dun have any feelings for mi. for 4 yrs, she just wont fell in love with mi. why is that so? i really dun understand. look like i am going to be smart again. try to like someone. forget abt may. ( it's quite impossible) recently i have been working in ngee ann city for a grape juice company. i heard my boss's partnership is ONG TENG CHEONG's wife's relative! omg! feel so honour. the grape juice have changed its bottle, maybe should be able to sell better. to be frank, the juice cost 9.8 bucks and its too expensive. yet there are ppl who wanna buy. haha. sunday went to far east plaza after work. saw a bag. really very nice. only for 39.90 bucks. cheap rite? i saw 1 bag pack and a sling one leh. can say as lover's bag. hmm, was thinking if i should buy that couple bag for mi and the canmake girl ( Since may doesnt love mi, i think i should really give up). but i think better not. cuz my friend likes her alot. she can be my sister only. in my heart only may. in my dreams also may. in my mind also may. no one can understand how painful i feel when i talk abt may. so better dun talk abt her. she is just a girl who have nice figure and attitude. though she may not be the belle in school, she will just be a girl i love for a long time and difficult for mi to give up. hmmm. really dunno what to do. wonder y i start blogging again. lol! just now was playing gunbound. forever a noob and wont be a pro. i like the game. but i hate it that the fact that i am the noob. but for conquer. i ll not be a noob. i must make a name out of it in the new server. together with lindy and bear, i must cr8 the best guild in that server ( Aquaristic ). k lah. i really have nth much to say le. tml i should be playing with soccer with saranpal they all. such a long time i have not meet time. wonder how they ar. oh ya. that day i read saran's blog, he gt say his results for o level. i think i should be frank le lah. i score 21 for l1 r5 and 17 for l1 r4. sucks rite? haha but then i passed my english( C5), Emaths (B3), Amaths (B3), Chem(B3), Physics (C5), Combine Humanities ( B3!!!) and Chinese (B4). wakaka.
written at 12:48 am
