hehe, today went to play soccer. damn! shouldnt have wear a slipper! just now playing soccer din wear anything bear foot. its really very painful sia. now my foot got some bubbles. haiz. walk also got difficulty. really nothing to do sia. new server isnt out. haha. now watching the 'yuan lai jiu shi ni' (the channel U show) i really very envy of the lovers sia. until now, i still havent have any relationship sia. haiz. then there is 1 guy who is with a gal who is taller than him sia. y cant mi be with may. just becuz i am shorter by 0.5 cm, then she mind abt that. i really like her lor. i am really willing to spend all my money on her lor. willing to help her whenever she needs help. but she just dun like mi at all. haiz. i have tried my best. love her and do wadever i can. i remember very clearly, when i was in sec 1. miss kang ( now mrs. quek) punish us to copy 3 chapters of our science textbook. i was thinking she ll be very tired of copying so many pages, so i copied 2 sets, 1 for her and 1 for myself. that time i dun dare to pass to her directly so i ask anas to help mi pass to her. in sec 2, her maths isnt very good, while i am one of the top student for maths in our class, i wrote some notes for her. but in the end i also paiseh, din pass her any notes, in the end, it is landed in hongsheng's hands. haiz!. sec 3, i remember got 1 time she din do her homework for her chinese homework. while i did it. so i lend her my assignment and let her copied. in the end, mdm fang ( our chinese teacher for that year ) discovered it that our answer were exactly the same. so she asked us, who copied whose. i wanted to cover for her so i said i copied hers. but she still admit to mdm fang. i really love her alot. this year valentine's, since i have worked, i bought her a necklace that worth abt 200. to be frank, everyone knows i am those who are very selfish de. wouldnt want to spend a single cent for anyone. but i did! i cant believe i dun feel heartach to buy her the necky leh. really very shocking. but she just dun have any feelings for mi. for the past 4 yrs. even though i tried to love someone else( cuz peggy and her gang always say lai ha ma xiang chi tian er rou), but i still have feelings for her. haiz. i really dun understand do i look like a 'lai ha ma'? i dun think i really look that bad. i have been changing my attitude to better. but why doesnt she likes mi? i just couldnt understand lor. haiz. i may not look like ppl who are that fit or handsome, but at least i dun look bad rite? oh shit. y am i writing this stuff again. now wad i wish is to concentrate on my game and my career and of course, my education! i must be a pro in the new server and be able to have the best guild in the game. and for my career. i want to get my pay increased as soon as possible, so i must work hard and sell well for my company so they will increase my pay. haha. then my education i wanna study well. since i am aiming for business courses, i think i wanna study hard and if possible get to the university from poly. no matter singapore uni or overseas de. I MUST JIA YOU!









GOOD LUCK!
HOPE MY TAO HUA YUN CAN BE BETTER!

written at 11:56 pm

simple me
i just want happiness
money, love, and freedom keeps me happy~
loving a girl alot rite now
really love her
18 yrs old now
still 'single'
studying in TP
happy days xD



love py~
love money~
love to be loved~
love S.H.E~
love when i look good~
love when im not left out~



hates when she ignores me xD
hates when im being fooled so hard
hates people shoot me so badly
hates people who hates me
hates people who dispise people of different class
hates the fact i think alot
hates when i cannot control myself not to worry


have her to be with my life 4ever~
a car
a house
a family
a new bag
a new sunglass
a new handphone
a new com
a new room
wish i can stay happily 4ever. thats wad i want most