com is very laggy now. i dunno what to say. she finally unblocked me. seeing her pic in msn really makes me think of the past. i am feeling very confused now. she talked to me through msn, and her voice is still so sweet. and her smile really penetrate my heart. i really love the way she smile. so sweet. and her pic looks more mature and before. looks cool now. i just really feel so regretful. izzit my fault that i din spend my life on her? or i lost my feelings on her becuz of the new environment? and the new friends i made in tp? or its just what people usually had after being separated. =( i dunno how to talk to her. its a pain. do i just still like her?

written at 10:34 pm

simple me
i just want happiness
money, love, and freedom keeps me happy~
loving a girl alot rite now
really love her
18 yrs old now
still 'single'
studying in TP
happy days xD



love py~
love money~
love to be loved~
love S.H.E~
love when i look good~
love when im not left out~



hates when she ignores me xD
hates when im being fooled so hard
hates people shoot me so badly
hates people who hates me
hates people who dispise people of different class
hates the fact i think alot
hates when i cannot control myself not to worry


have her to be with my life 4ever~
a car
a house
a family
a new bag
a new sunglass
a new handphone
a new com
a new room
wish i can stay happily 4ever. thats wad i want most