Wednesday, August 16, 2006
haiz, izzit really a pain living in this world? i see many people in this world who have the abilty to live in this world, not working, not studying, just earn money by renting and they can survive. why cant i do that. am i already fortunate?
becuz i have no financial problem at all. no this and that problem. no need to worry about no money studying, worry i have no money to go to school, worry i have debts.
hmmm, i think i really need to reflect. another thing i am concerning, why is my public relation is so bad. and what is mean being fake to people. i really dunn understand. man i really need to buck up. its all the bad stuff about me. its so difficult to make my life wonderful. need to have alot of hardwork. and its true. its all hardwork. the only pressure that i am facing is only my studies. i tried to carry on studying becuz of the people around me. especially my aunty. they want me to be good and can earn good money in future, and i dunwan to dissapoint them. i hope i wont.
should i say i am ill- fated? or should i say i make my life sucks? even my grandma isnt happy about me, for the fact i have played too much, i am really addicted in online games, cuz there are too many friends i had are playing that game too. really! songhan, sheri bla bla. all my fellow friends that i consider nice to me. haiz, i want to quit but it is bugging me. i wish the game server close down, then i will have no problem of playing too much too. haiz. and this game is making me sad. becuz of this game, i earn money and lost money, and becuz of this, i lost my super necky +2 becuz of putting a wrong price. haiz. a 45 dollars necklace i put $4.5 makes me so sad. super bad mood now. 45 dollars is my daily pay which means i lost a day of my pay. or something. my bad english.
exams coming soon. good luck everyone.
and oh ya!
haha i declare i gonna say hello to all the main papers for exams! yay.
i din fail any in course work so happy
accounts c+ project b+
management d+ project b
marketing c project dunno yet but i feeling should be super good
csa b+ project b+
econs still dunno. hopefully a b project also not sure but dun think will be bad cuz we did put effort. for all the subjects actually. =D
