oh yeah. done at last. no one can reads my blog now without password. its super duper guper muper luper save! haha, if u guys want to try to hack in. haha, u gonna regret it by click so many yes and no. hahahahahaha!!! i really enjoy playing these crappy games. hehe. if i got time then play more. make more crappy java script. then i can play with the people. like her, wahahha, want to see my blog? call me? no way! haha. me now very evil. its not that i am bad or what. its the meaning of blog. i am typing out for my feelings, i am a human, i blog to throw all what i feel. i blog to tell myself not to do it again. its a pain when u dun have any1 to talk to and yet have to face so much pressure. its a pain, being an outcast in the class. i really dun understand why she hates me so much. i say bye to her, she ignore me! i became speeechless, nth to say. and i look at her, she turn me off! its a pain to be rejected. i dunno y. since i am such an outcast, i dun understand, why does that whole gangs keep disturbing me. its really too powerful. she has so much attitude and no one hates her. not that i hate her, but she forced me to. i hate no one, but when i am angry i just say i hate. but it became nth after sometime. its an agony. girls really cannot be offended. no way. i am such a failure. a future bai jia zi. i thought i can be so nice to everyone and everyone likes me like how people like me in conqueronline. they treat me like real buddy. only that they are online people who i dunwan to know much, only a few which we have met. but its just different. i dun understand why i have such a high reputation online and not in a real world. izzit becuz the way i look brings hatred? actually i know its the way i talk. i really dun understand and dunno how to change the way i talk. i am just direct. i just like to talk all the crap and i dun care and dun like to think before i talk. and this makes me offend so much. and i really dun understand, if i have so much problem in talking, why does poh teck being so nice to me. we seem like having no problem between each other unless he act nia. enough of blogging. yay no one can read happy le. anyway, i now am doing some small business, if u want to make a computer, make a custom blogskin, buy dbs, buy account, buy PSP umd. i can help u to program and sell them to u. =D

written at 4:45 pm

simple me
i just want happiness
money, love, and freedom keeps me happy~
loving a girl alot rite now
really love her
18 yrs old now
still 'single'
studying in TP
happy days xD



love py~
love money~
love to be loved~
love S.H.E~
love when i look good~
love when im not left out~



hates when she ignores me xD
hates when im being fooled so hard
hates people shoot me so badly
hates people who hates me
hates people who dispise people of different class
hates the fact i think alot
hates when i cannot control myself not to worry


have her to be with my life 4ever~
a car
a house
a family
a new bag
a new sunglass
a new handphone
a new com
a new room
wish i can stay happily 4ever. thats wad i want most