Wednesday, July 18, 2007
haiz. sometimes really dunno why this is it..
i really dunno how to say.
i dunwan to hear these stuff.
seriously everything takes time.
but i really dunno how long it will take. =(
but i really will wait.
lets start all over again.
from friends again.
i will show my most sincere side.
but its really up to her le.
cuz i really dunno how.
everlasting love needs to have both of us being understanding.
i hope she also can understand how i feel..
but i really appreciate that she at least is getting less cold to me.
hope we really can get this friend good and steady.
i will work hard on my body, my game chars, everything on me.
this coming 2 months holiday i will do alot to catch up le. XD
lets hope god is really good to me. cuz i really dunwan 1 after another 1.
very discouraging.
sometimes not having love is so good.
but whenever i see couples hugging and holding hands.
its so romantic =(
and i really hope i can be like them.
ahh. dun think so much le.
hope this coming body checkup declare that i am very fine and can get a cure with my problems.
oh yes. going like a friend doesnt mean i dun love her anymore. cuz well i really love you alot.
and its really alot.
i really dunno wad will happened to us.
but it seems like our interest seems to diverse abit.
but still, this is all fated.
i cannot control these.
its not i want also. really.
well. lets hope everything gets better.
got this song i wanna send u. very very nice... i will put it in ur friendster. hope you enjoy it. =D
by the way, someone said im EMO! =X god =(
wo zhi yao ni, wo ai ni
