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Friday, July 20, 2007

hmmm.. recently someone asked me. wads life about?
i took a pretty long time to come out with this answer.
life is all about pursue for happiness.
we worked hard to get more money, then we will becum financially free and get wadever we need and want.
we worked hard to satisfy people around us, so we wont be pushed so hard again to make them happy. (im talking about studies. i hate it lah, totally not to my interest wad. but still have to study for the sake of showing them the diploma lo)
we work hard to get the best lifepartner to make ourselves stay happy.( yeah im talking about love. its really not easy to get a romantic relationship man.. really dunno how to make girls really know how to cherish me =x)
if got school got teach how to have a good life.. i sure will study hard sia.
sekali got PHd in Romance.
i really reading lots of articles how to make her like me more sia, and let her feel the 'importance' of me -.-
but its really hard sia.

1 main question to ask about love is.
wad is love?
in the 1st place do you understand wad is love?
seriously i dun.
my sis told me love is about of people giving in to each other to satisfy both needs.

this is what wiki wrotes
Love is a constellation of emotions and experiences related to a sense of strong affection or profound oneness.[1] The meaning of love varies relative to context. Romantic love is seen as an ineffable feeling of intense attraction shared in passionate or intimate attraction and intimate interpersonal and sexual relationships.[2] Though often linked to personal relations, love is often given a wider connection, a love of humanity, of nature, with life itself, or a oneness with the universe, a universal love or karma. Love can also be construed as Platonic love,[3] religious love,[4] familial love, and, more casually, great affection for anything considered strongly pleasurable, desirable, or preferred, to include activities and foods.[5][2] This diverse range of meanings in the singular word love is often contrasted with the plurality of Greek words for love, reflecting the concept's depth, versatility, and complexity.

hmmm too long dun understand wad wiki is writing. kinda chim =x
but i took a pretty long time to wonder...

her ex boyfriends treat her like a friend.
i was really thinking.
if her ex treat her with a 'friendship bgr'.
does the guys really love her?
of toying her?

i really dunno man.
cuz i really feel its wierd.
if a guy loves someone, definitely they will show all their concern on her mah.
give her love by holding her hand, hug her, kiss her, make her feel she is the luckiest girl in this world.
but why in the 1st place they are so okie with a 'simple love'?
really have no idea man =x

sometimes see people doing that when shopping. really dunno is jealous or envy.
but really hope i can be like them too.
everyday happy days.
spend the lifetime with her.
bring her to explore the world together.

now i also dunno wad to do. 1 day after another.
make her happy, protect her, take care of her.
thats wad is the best i can do to be concern about her
really dunno when she will becum my girlfriend that is the type of relationship i want.
hope god is nice to me and let me have a happy life with her.
ill will be there for you whenever you need me.
ill try my best to keep you happy as much as i can.
ill try my best to protect you from being bullied by others.
irregardless if you are mine or others.
ill still be there when you need me.
i love you.

written at 6:30 pm

PROFILE

simple me
i just want happiness
money, love, and freedom keeps me happy~
loving a girl alot rite now
really love her
18 yrs old now
still 'single'
studying in TP
happy days xD


ADORES

love py~
love money~
love to be loved~
love S.H.E~
love when i look good~
love when im not left out~


DETESTS

hates when she ignores me xD
hates when im being fooled so hard
hates people shoot me so badly
hates people who hates me
hates people who dispise people of different class
hates the fact i think alot
hates when i cannot control myself not to worry

WISHLIST

have her to be with my life 4ever~
a car
a house
a family
a new bag
a new sunglass
a new handphone
a new com
a new room
wish i can stay happily 4ever. thats wad i want most

FRIENDS

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