Saturday, August 11, 2007
getting better in my sickness xD
feel happy and good rite now.
no doubt i was really thinking too much le bah.
hmmmm. the mood is getting so much better.
except that my grandparents are really so irritating.
im sick yet they still call me do things.
why cant they buy food themselves sia.
still want force me to move out of the house when i am so tired to.
irritating leh =x
then also damn irritating.
1 fried kway teow must specially choose shop one meh.
wad that one too dry this one too wet.
lame lah!
then make me wait so long just to buy 1 packet of kway teow that is only freaking 2 dollars. =(
not say i not filial mah.
but there so smokey. imagine a sick person stand there so long.
body so shag yet need stand so long.
somemore so hard to breath in such a smokey place.
can die sia.
haiz..
hate this.
then my grandma more lo sou.
stop giving me suggestion please.
its just irritating.
so irritating.
me 18 yrs old not 3 yrs old.
stop telling me what to do what to eat.
i din ask for suggestion u keep saying when i dun feel like hearing those suggestions.
then end up u say i dun listen to her.
always like this one lo.
go home tired tired, then give so much suggestions and comments.
cannot let me alone keep quiet and rest one meh.
hahas.
the whole yesterday and today keep thinking.
wad type of girlfriend do i really want.
its just wierd thinking this.
but its worth a real thinking.
after seeing other people's relationship.
i feel hor
i hope i can have a girlfriend who is romantic sia.
always give me surprises while i give her surprises too.
its so nice and loving wor..
then she will always says she loves me like wad i usually do to her.
but then hor, i dunwan her to be so open sia.
as in being so close to her good friends.
aiya, basically its just like this mah.
if she treat her boyfriend more important than her other friends.
it will be good lo.
like go out dating, no other friends comes along.
only they 2 personal one.
if its me. friends vs girlfriend.
i sure still feel girlfriend more important lah..
then hor.
she must also be very devoted and caring lah
caring is very important sia.
thing about this ar.
like whenever i need her.
if she not caring, really sad sia. =(
how i wish she can spend more time with me than her friends lo.
then then!!
yes this one.
hahas
my girlfriend must not be too close to other guys lo.
seeing wei xiang like this.
they are close.
but then i feel its really still sensitive sia.
his friends anyhow touch her girl.
hold her hand can meh, girls dun mind but then guys are just sensitive lo.
its not nice please.
talk talk is okie okie mah.
but then touch touch.
please lah.
its just not nice.
then next is understanding..
must be understanding sia.
if not very hard leh.
like i say the chalet question.
if the girl does not understand that the guy is protecting her.
its very hard for the guy to feel secure lah.
orh i shall say.
if my girlfriend is going out with other guys, i must be there with her so at least i feel secure that i can protect her.
aiya.
easy to say.
like andrew and luan luan.
everyday so romantic so happy.
so close.
or i shall say i want a romantic relationship, a relationship that is serious and everlasting.
a relationship that makes me feel secure.
for at least i can feel her love.
feel the way i should feel.
get a real type of love.
everything can work out properly one.
a girl that always love.
not like awhile got feeling from her.
awhile no feel.
very cham one.
but then i only have 1 girl in mind..
love you lots and lots.
it will not fade.
really wont.
be my girlfriend
